What you talking about Willis....

Gotta love this time of year. Mostly because they tell you to I suppose. It should be fun only because they say it is. Who are they you ask? Society!! Society dictates so much what we do and by the time we realize it we are so programmed that we think its too much effort to fix it. Yet......it isnt! Stop it, stop it, stop it!! Im just going to enjoy each moment for what it is and really enjoy family and friends throughout December and hope everyone else does the same. Meantime IM going to work on a new prototype of blog for myself. Go back to my roots with saying how I feel on broader subjects that whats going on with me as an individual. So keep it real during December or just do what society tells ya....

Could this be peace?

Woke up this morning feeling more refreshed than I have in weeks. Which is weird because Mondays I usually feeel groggy. Maybe its just the beginning of something bigger or possibly Ive adjusted to the way my life is heading. Which deserves a great big about time. Its taken just about the entire year, but I do feel Ive accomplished what I set out to do a year ago. Which I still have a long way to go and itll be more like a lifetime growth goal rather than a year overhaul to someone else. And Ive realized the person I want to be has been around all along, it just comes out in small doses. The goal now is to bring that out in larger doses and do my part to make a difference. Hope that I can find others with the same mindset and faith that it will happen whenever I am ready for it to. Gotta love that, if not........why even bother leaving the bed. Till next time.....

30......and counting

Yeah, its been a while. A lot can happen in a while. Writing syles can change, what you believe in can change, even the person youre percieved as can change...all within a while. Can I say that has happened? Perhaps, or maybe nothing has. Whatever may have changed didnt happen drastically because each day has its own individual effects. Each person you come across has their own distinct effect on you in their own manner. Whether its good or bad is entirely up to you, we all make our own destiny. I do believe there are outside inspirations all around us, but in the end, free will makes us who we are. That and our souls. Without a soul we would be beasts of the earth wandering around without purpose. So yeah Im counting, and counting slowly as well. Being 30 makes you take things at a different pace than you did before. And I hope I keep my newfound perception. Hope everyone else counts away as well........