Chimney Tops......

Entering the last full weekend before I hit 30, and Im pretty excited about it. Up until about 2 weeks ago Ive let it get the best of me. Then I realized how many people I know that have already hit the mark and seem a lot more calm, relaxed, and mature than previous encounters. Maybe things do really slow down once you let go of being super young and hit the decade that begins the definition of the person you decide to become. And I think I have an idea of the person of who I want to start out being. And by looking at the kid that turned 20 and the man I am today, Ill be a whole lot different upon my 40th. If my life was the Chimney tops in the Smoky Mountains, I think I have hit all the hills and time to do the small rock climb to reach the crest, And I think im ready. But we will see..........

To each their own.......

Entering the last full weekend before I hit 30, and Im pretty excited about it.

Rebuilding the Great Wall.......

Second post this week and gotten some sleep, Ive already on the right track! Thats what a hard long stressful week will do for you. Ive not felt this broken down and weak in such a long long time. And it feels like im sinking all alone and the only thing anyone else is doing is putting more shovels of dirt. However, I think the worst is over and Im climbing out of another battle. The only thing I can think is this has made me stronger and im on the right path for something(whatever it is). Anything worth accomplishing in life is never easy, and sometimes we all forget that. So hopefully Ive gotten my fight back and can fully recover from everything that has happened to me pyschologically and emotionally. And hopefully this helps anyone that is going through the same kind of things. May God and peace be with you.....

Oops I did it again........

I told myself I wouldnt get so far behind in writing, but looks like I fibbed to myself. Then again I told myself Id get consistent sleep and keep a workout log, slip number two. Made a goal to read more so I could learn, didnt fufill that. Whats sad is I could make an entire blog of the things I didnt do this month and whats worse is I dont have a strong excuse why I didnt. Burnout? Laziness? No drive? A bit of them all in my opinion. Letting things allow me to drift? Putting bliss ahead of what needs to be done? Yeah, sums up my month. However, it has been needed to a certain degree. I do know I cant be the person I once was and dont have a strong desire to be that guy anyways. I have things I want to get done and they are going to take sacrifice. My faith has shown me that Ive been utterly selfish and I havent really given up anything for anyone, including myself. Anyone can do what they want, but a transcendant person does what they must. A lot of times you dont want to do what you must do, but you do it because this world is more about getting only what you want. So hopefully I stay better on my writing, read more books, get consistent sleep, and be more focused on what I do decide to spend my time on. And be less like Britney.........