Oops I did it again........

I told myself I wouldnt get so far behind in writing, but looks like I fibbed to myself. Then again I told myself Id get consistent sleep and keep a workout log, slip number two. Made a goal to read more so I could learn, didnt fufill that. Whats sad is I could make an entire blog of the things I didnt do this month and whats worse is I dont have a strong excuse why I didnt. Burnout? Laziness? No drive? A bit of them all in my opinion. Letting things allow me to drift? Putting bliss ahead of what needs to be done? Yeah, sums up my month. However, it has been needed to a certain degree. I do know I cant be the person I once was and dont have a strong desire to be that guy anyways. I have things I want to get done and they are going to take sacrifice. My faith has shown me that Ive been utterly selfish and I havent really given up anything for anyone, including myself. Anyone can do what they want, but a transcendant person does what they must. A lot of times you dont want to do what you must do, but you do it because this world is more about getting only what you want. So hopefully I stay better on my writing, read more books, get consistent sleep, and be more focused on what I do decide to spend my time on. And be less like Britney.........